Time

time, a huge subject
an inadequate thing.
just when you fall asleep
you hear the alarm ring.

i don't have enough time,
no one does
just some that is mine
would heal so much.

time fillers are had by all
do my nails, check the web
go to the mall.

all things so trivial!!
especially with time so minimal.

my head so crowded
so many things to do
i do not have time to care about you.

clear my mind for a second
to what would i owe?!
drop one thing from my schedule?
i can't let go.

my heart breaks for my mind
i can't fix anything,
i don't have the time.

i can't make a difference,
theres enough to do!
is this what God has for us?

so am i outside His will?
does He love a full schedule,
or do i leave time to fill?